A belated welcome back Cilla, @drilakila.
I have just briefly read through all this thread, to remind me of your situation. You certainly have had a tough time. It's great that you have returned to the forum - despite it being very quiet (and I noticed that when you started this thread the comments were that it was quiet - but nowhere near as quiet as it is now!!) I hope you get enough support to help you.
Good to hear that you are finding fasting okay - may that continue! Managing food consumption can be very difficult when you have health and other challenges in your life.
What sort of exercise are you doing now? Walking the dogs, of course, and are you horse riding still?
Anyway, very best wishes and good luck!