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One month that I bagan that WOE ( I began another diet in the beginning of february -; I saw, along the way, lots of changes in the way I look, the way I wear clothes, even my face has changed however I didn't really "dare" to ask people around me how they saw it.

Yesterday was a great day. My love, my honey, my-everything-even-when-he drives-me-crazy, reacted for the first time and it felt sooooooooo good.... OK, it's felt even better because it was HIM and nobody else, I must admit

He told me that it show I lost quite a lot of weight, I was really beautifull and that he is proud of me. It sounds silly, right ? I mean, me loving the way he is proud of me. I don't care if it is silly, it just makes me feel good ans it's all that is important for me.

For now I focuse on the weight loss, he will help me to rebuild my muscles after. We even talked about a possibility for me to have my breast reduced afterwards. Wait and see...

Another thing, as we often do, we went to eat a pizza last night. I was shocked because I only ate 2/3 of it and was completly full. Before I would have eaten the whole thing and not having enough.... My appetite has reduced (I didn't ate since the night before)

Last but not least, I have a confession to make which has nothing to do with the diet but I can't keep it to myself so..... Last night I nearly told him that I love him. I never told him that words, they terrify me. What if it's too soon, or they scare him off. We know each other since october, are together since february 6th, 6 mothns in a relationship seems enough time to know what your feel for somebody, right ? So why am I so terrified to tell him what I really feel ?

Sorry for the vent, I needeed to do it