Today's a fast day. It's been going great so far (almost finished 4 weeks in back on 5:2), though I'd not really tested my will power and determination until just now.
I had to get my son to a physiotherapy appointment today where they really poked and prodded him. He put up with it so well that I promised him any lunch he wanted.. well, he asked for some fish and chips from the local chippy.. true to my word I got him his f+c and we drove the remaining 8 miles homes, me almost DROOLing over the magical smell, him gleefully enjoying his earned reward. And unlike in the past I didn't playfully 'steal' a few chips. I endured it! It felt great to feel so utterly calm and detached in the face of such a delicious smell in such tight quarters! (Of course now I'm trying to conspire a way to make a fish and chip soup that's under 400 calories....)
Tiny victory but it's helping me see that my mindset is really shifting. Of course I love these yummy foods, and of course I might have some in the future (in moderation and on a feed day), but I don't *need* them... not at all. <ladylike fist pump>
I had to get my son to a physiotherapy appointment today where they really poked and prodded him. He put up with it so well that I promised him any lunch he wanted.. well, he asked for some fish and chips from the local chippy.. true to my word I got him his f+c and we drove the remaining 8 miles homes, me almost DROOLing over the magical smell, him gleefully enjoying his earned reward. And unlike in the past I didn't playfully 'steal' a few chips. I endured it! It felt great to feel so utterly calm and detached in the face of such a delicious smell in such tight quarters! (Of course now I'm trying to conspire a way to make a fish and chip soup that's under 400 calories....)
Tiny victory but it's helping me see that my mindset is really shifting. Of course I love these yummy foods, and of course I might have some in the future (in moderation and on a feed day), but I don't *need* them... not at all. <ladylike fist pump>