It's tempting but if I do that it will just give me the idea that if I haven't been 'good' I can put off the consequences indefinitely. I think I need to do this weigh in and hope that the probable gain will be a smack in the face and make me finally realise what I'm doing to myself. I can't go on like this, I hate myself 90% of the time and mirrors make me cry. I have panic attacks if anyone tries to take my photo.
Unfortunately I have a history of compulsive overeating which I have mostly under control now but I'm still a massive comfort eater.
Unfortunately I have a history of compulsive overeating which I have mostly under control now but I'm still a massive comfort eater.