I can't work out what's going on here. Monday, all set for a fast, logged on here and told fellow Monday fasters that I was in.... That lasted about two hours, when I started eating. Ok, I thought to myself, I'll try again tomorrow. Tuesday comes, I log on, tell fellow Tuesday fasters that I'm in... THEN straight away go and make Breakfast followed by lunch, then tea TODAY I think, right, I'm gonna blimmin do it so that I can still get Thursday in and then have 2 fasts under my belt before the weekend. Logged on but didn't announce that I too am fasting, and what do you know, I did it. I am safely tucked up in bed with only 500 cals in my belly. It's weird, I've always felt a sense of camaraderie has helped me to keep going, but this week it's like by announcing that I'm fasting, really I'm announcing that I'm about to scoff my face!! I've been on the fasting journey for a long time now, and this is a first.... well, not the sabotage bit, rather the manner in which it has happened. As I'm pondering it, I'm wondering if as I've fallen off the wagon a few times (spectacularly I might add!!) there's an element of pressure, and rather than feel disappointed by failure, I just give in? Doesn't make sense...
Anyway, for today at least I DONE IT!!
Anyway, for today at least I DONE IT!!