Hello all - has anyone out in the lovely 5:2 community ever suffered from a one-off panic or anxiety attack? I mean in the singular sense, and not as an ongoing condition, as I am trying to find out if indeed this can happen as a one-off. At age 31, approximately 2 weeks after my weddding and whilst on a relaxing homeymoon, i suffered from what i can only describe as some kind of panic attack. I have never suffered from anything like this before, and have never experienced chronic depression (an occassional bout of the blues as I battled with body image in my 20s - not any more thanks 5:2!) so without seeking professional help I am struggling to understand what happened. I'm hoping somebody will recognise these symptoms and help put my mind at ease!
I woke in the middle of the night feeling very hot and short of breath. I wasn't gasping for breath, just felt like when i was taking a breath it wasn't filling me up if that makes sense? My heart was racing and whilst i have never experienced palpitations before, i immediately recognised my racing heart!
At the time, we were staying on the 47th floor of a hotel and the air conditioning had cut out so it was very humid. I had an overwhelming fear that something bad was happening and kept thinking i was going to lose control of myself and jump off the balcony (!) I absolutely knew in my mind that i wouldn't want to do that, i just kept thinking about it happening and getting myself even more worked up! I also couldn't sit still, my boyf was trying to calm me by stroking my arm but i was really struggling to regulate my breathing. I tried some breathing techniques but the more attention i paid to my breathing the more worked up i felt.
I eventually calmed down (i think this was over the space of about 20-30 mins) and fell into a very light sleep. We both felt exhausted the next day and decided to spend the morning by the pool instead. However after about an hour, the feeling of breathlessness and panic came on again! I recognised the feeling straight away and started to panic again. My boyf thought it might have been to do with the altitude (pool on the 50th floor!) combined with the heat and humidity so we went straight downstairs into the cool air conditioned ground floor.
Over the next few hours the feeling kept coming on, then subsiding, then coming on again. After the 4th time that morning i got quite upset as i was thinking about possible health problems which i think didnt help the overall feeling, as well as the fact that later that night we were due on a 14 hour flight home! and what if i had an "attack" whilst on the plane?
Sorry for this long winded post. I just really want to put this out there to hear if anyone else has experienced anything similar. Internet searches draw reference to panic and axiety attacks but as i have never had this probelm before, would it suddenly come on? and will they happen again? Why did it happen for the first time whilst on a relaxing stress free holiday? It has been 3 weeks since we came home and i have not had an "attack" since. I also travelled home on the plane with no issues.
Thanks in advance for your help, and if you have got this far - thanks for reading!!
MJ
I woke in the middle of the night feeling very hot and short of breath. I wasn't gasping for breath, just felt like when i was taking a breath it wasn't filling me up if that makes sense? My heart was racing and whilst i have never experienced palpitations before, i immediately recognised my racing heart!
At the time, we were staying on the 47th floor of a hotel and the air conditioning had cut out so it was very humid. I had an overwhelming fear that something bad was happening and kept thinking i was going to lose control of myself and jump off the balcony (!) I absolutely knew in my mind that i wouldn't want to do that, i just kept thinking about it happening and getting myself even more worked up! I also couldn't sit still, my boyf was trying to calm me by stroking my arm but i was really struggling to regulate my breathing. I tried some breathing techniques but the more attention i paid to my breathing the more worked up i felt.
I eventually calmed down (i think this was over the space of about 20-30 mins) and fell into a very light sleep. We both felt exhausted the next day and decided to spend the morning by the pool instead. However after about an hour, the feeling of breathlessness and panic came on again! I recognised the feeling straight away and started to panic again. My boyf thought it might have been to do with the altitude (pool on the 50th floor!) combined with the heat and humidity so we went straight downstairs into the cool air conditioned ground floor.
Over the next few hours the feeling kept coming on, then subsiding, then coming on again. After the 4th time that morning i got quite upset as i was thinking about possible health problems which i think didnt help the overall feeling, as well as the fact that later that night we were due on a 14 hour flight home! and what if i had an "attack" whilst on the plane?
Sorry for this long winded post. I just really want to put this out there to hear if anyone else has experienced anything similar. Internet searches draw reference to panic and axiety attacks but as i have never had this probelm before, would it suddenly come on? and will they happen again? Why did it happen for the first time whilst on a relaxing stress free holiday? It has been 3 weeks since we came home and i have not had an "attack" since. I also travelled home on the plane with no issues.
Thanks in advance for your help, and if you have got this far - thanks for reading!!
MJ