Well congratulations for making a start! You can't change if you don't start. I'm on the same boat, with quite a few pounds to lose myself - complicated by the fact I take medication to slow down my thyroid, which makes the weight dribble off ever so slowly.
But like you said, it's taken a few years to get to this point, and it will take a while to lose the weight safely. And it would be nice to lose the weight slowly enough that I won't need surgery to remove excess skin - how's that for seeing the bright side of a slow moving scale?
I have been doing this nearly a month, and I must say that even though I'm only down 3.5 pounds, I feel considerably more in control. Hunger is no longer a dementor. Now that I actually know what real hunger feels like, it's not scary
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