I am back down to 139. yay! I have not been very hungry the last 4 days. And one day when I was, I decided that I could be OK with being hungry. And about an hour later, I wasn't hungry anymore, even though I didn't eat anything.
My mom grew up very poor and very hungry, so her lesson to us was always eat when you're hungry. as though we would die if we didn't eat right away. So I need to work on getting rid of that belief, that I need to eat when I'm hungry.
I have decided that I don't want to go through life grazing on food. I see people I know, family members in particular, who are constantly snacking. They snack when they aren't even hungry. I want to live a life where I am eating good food that feeds my body what it needs, without stuffing it with crap that only makes me fat and unhealthy.
I haven't started any yoga yet, but I am doing stomach crunches and my stretching routine every day. I am feeling good.