I just joined the forum in the hope that someone might be able to answer this question, or at least give me some advice. I've done a lot of internet searching, including on this forum, but I can't seem to find anything similar to my situation. I'll try to keep this brief, but please bear with me! I saw the horizon programme last year, and it all made 100% sense to me, but I've been too scared to try it because I fear my situation is quite different to that of your average person:
I have been chronically/severly dieting by calorie restriction for the best part of 7 years, such that now I maintain my current weight (115lbs) on just 800-1000 calories a day (TDEE should be about 1600). If I eat more than that, I will gain weight - since the beginning of February, I have actually gained 5lbs by eating an average of ~1200 calories a day. This is an accurate number of calories, as I weigh all my food and track calories religiously (which I HATE doing, but I know that I have to be very strict). I have a very limited selection of foods that I can eat without gaining weight; my daily menu is typically LOTS of green veg, eggs, and fish/seafood. Even just a small deviation from this may see my weight increase and I am unable to lose that weight.
So, my question is essentially - will this diet work for me? Could it 'reset' my metabolism to a certain extent so that I am actually able to eat somewhat normally!? I am sick of being a prisoner to food and so trapped in this situation. I'd love to just not worry about food. I would KILL for a bowl of porridge, or a baked potato with beans....just to be able to be more flexible with food without my weight ballooning would be amazing.
Your thoughts/advice/personal experiences are much appreciated.