Hi all

I'm still around, just not as much time for here as I'd like to have. I seem to be so busy with work all the time and when I'm not working I'm resting or keeping up with the housework (and cats, lol). I do miss being around more and how busy this place used to be! It's really frustrating that we seem to have dropped right down the Google listings since our name/domain change and the main Fast Diet site seems to have jumped up the ranks and probably getting the lion's share of the new traffic.
I feel like a bit of a fraud here at the moment as my before & after avatar is no longer accurate

What with all the health issues last year and subsequent meds I regained around half my loss. Despite fasting for the last 6 months I seem to be unable to shift anything and I really don't know quite what's going on. Some odd combination of my meds, the contraceptive implant and perhaps a changed metabolism/BMR after my illness. I've tried eating less on my feed days, I've tried 3 fast days, tried eating more, tried mixing in some low carb. I do wonder if I'm holding a load of water weight which is masking it all. It's really frustraing, but I'm sticking with it. I console myself by knowing I am not as big as I was when I started, even if I am bigger than I was 18 months ago.
Healthwise I had been improving (even started getting back up the hill to my house, so a degree of independence I'd not had for over a year!) until a couple of months ago, when a lot of the symptoms came back on a daily basis. After a load of tests & hospital visits they think I probably had another (smaller) pulmonary embolism which was thankfully dispersed by the meds. I'm cold and knackered all the time again and breathing is not as easy at times as it has been. I have 3 hospital appointments in the next week as they want to check over my ticker and make sure there's not a problem in that area. To be honest feeling a bit fed up of it all but trying to soldier on. I can't undo what's happened, so what else can I do but try to smile and look to the cats for a bit of distraction if it starts to get me down!
Hopefully come the summer I'll be able to shift a bit of weight by living on salads. It's too cold for that just yet though! Does anyone else remember the Hellmans Warm Chicken Salads they used to do? I loved them. Gorgeous dressings and a really tasty paste to cook the chicken in. Their Chinese one was my fave, italian was good too though! I could happily eat them every day. Maybe I should try to make my own version.
Anyway, I'm rambling now and can tell it's gone 5pm because I'm surrounded by ravenous cats