I'm re-booting this thread because I am probably going to be in for a battle with my doctor. The story goes.
I have felt that I have a roller coaster thyroid, never going below 1.75 ( range is 0.2 to 4.2) and once having been at 7.0 but normally residing in the 3.5 + range. I fasted successfully for 8 months losing 40lb (thyroid behaving itself?). Then kept the same weight for another 6 months, before my operation (fasting the same). Post operation I didn't fast until I felt able to. I then managed to fast fairly regularly for another 6 months, keeping my weight stable. I had a bout of not fasting and bungled fasting prior to going on holiday , but only put on 4lb. Whilst on holiday I actually lost weight, the same 4lb and was back to my lowest when I came back off holiday. In the 4 weeks after my return everything went to pot. I hit the blackest depression I had ever had, I put on 12lb (in 4 weeks???) my carb cravings were really bad, which I put down to being utterly, bone weary, so tired even crying took effort. My body was saying give me energy and the only way it knew how to was to eat carbs. I managed to keep it reasonably under control, I certainly wasn't eating enough for the equivalent of 9,000+ calories a week. (18 Mars bars a week?).
The tiredness is now at the stage where I pant just walking up the stairs, if I carry a basket of washing up the stairs my heart starts hammering in my chest as if I've been on an exercise bike doing HIIT whilst holding my breath. Just walking to the school (to pick up the neighbors kids) can have me breathing hard (holding on to a tree) and thinking I'm asthmatic. Lately on top of the tirednesss I'm now getting really severe bouts of insomnia, not sleeping at all, or only getting 2 hours before I'm up again all night. There are a host of other symptoms, losing eyebrow hairs, thinning head hair, dry skin etc.
My THS was 'in range' meaning it was 3.7, I have made an appointment with my doctor to ask to be put on a trial of thyroxine. If he won't (very probable) I will buy online and self medicate. I am so fed up of the way my life is and has been for 25 years. Always fat, always tired, always on the cusp of being depressed (or maybe I always have been but I can't remember any better) if not actually depressed. Never being able to make long term plans because I know that I won't be able to complete them due to dive bombing energy levels. And lastly, I would love to feel horny again, though I probably won't know what it is as its been so long.
What bugs me is that I have already had all the usual doctor responses. Its as if they feel they can get away with blaming everything you feel on being overweight (why am I overweight?), menopausal (so I've been menopausal for 25 years?), stressed, not enough exercise (4 times a week at the gym till I couldn't do it any more as the lack of breath scared me so much), and lastly 'its all in my mind'. yet as soon as your bloods go over the 4.2 magic line its going to be 'oh its your thyroid! I am carrying on as i am for now as I suspect that the doctor will ask for more blood tests, but as soon as they are done I am self medicating. I wantto, I need to get off this roller coaster.
Edit: I am now on week 7 and have put on 17lbs