Emerald17 wrote: Redhead, well done on your booze fast.
Was it hard?
Did you feel better for it?
Thanks. It was hard. I had a number of waves of desire for a drink come over me at work at random times during the week. Obviously I don't drink during the day so it was quite odd to suddenly have a double vodka pop into my mind while having a conversation about a budget or somesuch. Clearly I am a functioning alcoholic. I realise most people will find this a shocking admission, but in Ireland, it's the norm. 'Functioning' is the key.
What I'm hoping for is a move towards being able to have a drink and leave it at that rather than having a skinful every time I'm in the bar or at a do. It's worked for me food wise - abstaining regularly to learn that not having food/ drink is not going to kill me, so that when I do have something I have some semblance of control.
I can't say I feel better for it really. But it was nice not to have a hangover for nearly 2 weeks! I'm out tomorrow night and will have wine and more, but we'll see if I rein it in a bit after the 'booze fast'! I'll probably do another booze fast next month.