It seems that the fact I never diet before really helped to shred the kilos quickly. I take that as my body which doesn't need the armor he built years ago, it accepts that it needs less food to survive. It did all the work. And having a safe heaven to come and express my frustration and hopes helps a huge deal as well. It really a boost to know that some people understand the ups and downs of this journey and never judge you or are fed up with your weight stories as it would have turned out to be if I could only talked about it to my family and friends.
And now I am a tiny woman with giant boobs